electricity fills me
I've been writing more again. The full moon this week has filled me to the brim (overtopping) with love. Love that feels like electricity. Like my cells rising and breathing in every limb. In the breathing pulse of everything around me (conspiring in my favor).
I am thinking about that line in the alchemist. When you want something the whole universe conspires in your favor. Or another collection of words that mean that same thing. I am feeling like a bright star. Someone told me i got the sparkle that we need to make the bay area a creative and alive place to be. that is a blessing.
My fantasies have shifted in earnestness and now I am just so here. Not conforming visions. Truly seeing my life for it's beauty and grace and love and passion and rejuvenation and tactile beauty.
I love the light of it. the textures. but most importantly i love the honesty. I am so sober and earnest in this time. So humbled and grateful and in my core. My values radiate out and ripple into my actions. My words reflect my actions. I am able to communicate my truth with those i hold dear. i am not afraid i am just here.
So anyways, I will return to the poetic musings of my work. and I will try my very best. To find beauty in transformation, decay, and evolution. what an honorable pursuit of the soul. to steward the abandoned. to invest in gentle deconstruction. and I will make the crafts this afternoon. and I will continue with my work. and i will live every day as a beautiful day and that will create a beautiful future. and a beautiful life.
this is a wonderfully generating process that will lead to only the best.
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