illuminated dream life
you are given a gift. seeing your dream life. and feeling everything you have felt before to know that those ways of being are done. those cycles are done. the tug in the gut is the doubt that rises because what is settling in is really that good but it is cloudy undefined the fog has not quite burned off yet it arose after a pink sunrise and it will evaporate to reveal the warmth of a beautiful day. i dont know what the next 6 months will look like. i cant imagine them at all. it's frightening and i must believe that on the other side of the void is a beautiful feather bed.
