acknowledge the cycles (a blessing)
much of this life of mine has been filled with the powerful and sometimes painful ability and desire to remember it all. to hold on to moments, and memories: through the written word, through stories, through vivid imaginations. this has been my way of being. at times it has felt paralyzing, but now, it feels like such a gift. i love how i can truly witness the cycles of my life, with gentle non-attatchment. i watch them like smooth river, smooth rocks. i see growth and change and everything in between. i look back 10 years and it is so clear to me how i have changed. i am a woman now, with stronger carved cheeks, and a steady gaze. my voice comes from deep in my core when i remember. i feel it vibrating through my belly, my being. so much novelty has resumed to be life. no longer felt with a punch in the gut. this is simply life. i wake up, i pack my lunch. i forget it. ter brings it down. i drive my car to studio. i am there for three hours, i see jessi, kristen, del...
