illuminated dream life

 

you are given a gift. 

seeing your dream life.

and feeling everything you have felt before to know that those ways of being are done.

those cycles are done.

the tug in the gut 

is the doubt that rises

because what is settling in 

is really that good

but it is cloudy

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the fog has not quite burned off yet

it arose after a pink sunrise

and it will evaporate to reveal

the warmth of a beautiful day.

i dont know what the next 6 months will look like. i cant imagine them at all. it's frightening and i must believe that on the other side of the void is a beautiful feather bed.