arrival to wholeness

this is a time of true transformation. but in a way that really just feels like remembering. i love how that is. i am best friends with my sister. i have a climbing gym membership. i think of going often. i can sauna. there are yoga classes. i go on long walks through these cleansing hills. i sell honey on my one day of employment. i eat things that are sweet and decadent that make my body feel puffy. i am internal. i am external. i feel my best self when i am shining at a party. weaving the natural fibers of my life together. there has been change, but it's felt relieving more than anything. it feels good to have clear eyes to the world. i love when simple truth can dismantle faulty illusions. it leaves room for the right energy in the right place. i am receptive. i am ready. i am learning. i am new. i am whole. i feel so real and clear. alhumdulillah. it's the new moon. 10.10. i feel great. i feel gentle. i feel present. i feel cozy. i feel no need to present anything but the wholeness of myself. inner engineering. all of the truth of being rippling out to the world.